For neglecting you the past few months :( .
One day, one fine day, I'm going to upload some random photos and post it up here, as I feel I no longer have time to post all my photos of my summer holidays over here, and if I'm to do so,it will be NEXT summer. Too long a wait..haha..
As I reflect on my next few days leaving KL again, the feeling this time is somewhat similar when I left for Concord. Yeah, Concord seems so far away, and just that day I was looking back on the first day when I came to Concord. The first night as the hardest - it just seemed so different, bed was small, room was TINY (it is the smallest room in the entire world, with cupboards on top and below your bed, and take 3 steps to reach the end of the room). Yeah I remember crying, making calls to hear voices that seem more familiar to me, all too desperate to want to believe that I can go home. It was that night I met Thai Hui, my neighbour, and she made me feel more at home while she helped me unpack my stuff. And ofcourse, I remember meeting Jayne with my brother at the staircase..yeah, those two chatted away like old friends and I was more of a lampost -_- . But then since that day, me and Jayne were really inseparable! Same classes except English and Chem, same prep, same verbal reasoning,just opposite my door..totally inseparable! And then ofcourse there was Chia, the tall pink girl!!! I remember seeing her sobbing away with her mum, and ofcourse staying inside her room as she missed her family. Oh yes, and when my dad and my brother left me at the college..I was really left alone. Yeah, I was sobbing uncontrollably, but you'll learn to pull through it.
Needless to say,the rest was history was nature takes its turn and everything falls smoothly into place. I thoroughly miss Concord - my friends, my teachers, the environment..as I quote a friend, it is the only jail I'll go twice =)
So what does uni hold for me? I've yet to find out. My gut feeling tells me that I will definitely meet new people for diverse backgrounds. And I believe I will have tonssss to read. The hardest thing for me is to give myself support that I am going to read something totally different and unknown. Hope that whatever I do, I will follow the path of success.
Its quite scary to count the days I have left. I'm so going to miss my home - family and my bed. I guess its not so much about the food anymore.
Will miss everything here =)
Sunday, September 23, 2007
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