You know sometimes you just want a pat on your back.
Sometimes you just want that echo behind you, saying that its alright and everything's going to be okay. That you're on the right track. That maybe you shouldn't take things too harshly.

I don't know. I don't like being insecure, being the new kid on the block. I'm really grateful for someone who I hope I can call a friend, for being so nice these few days. I feel bad for your obligation that you have to look after me, and I really don't want you to do so. Perhaps my character is such that I detest being a burden to someone else. But thanks for looking out for me so far, it did bring some warmth to me, something that I really do need at the moment.

You know how people tend to have the hard outlook but the really sensitive inside filled with turmoil? I don't intentionally want to keep it in, but I can't afford not to. Its not that I don't want to run away, or just breakdown. I cannot afford to. I slimpy cant.

I need comfort. I need comfort. Sometimes you just want to run into someone's arms...who will hug you tight and tell you its all okay and you're doing fine. I really really need it.

Aha. The End.

Lol, almost.
I find that this blog does not serve its purpose. Which is....imnotgonnatellyouoranyoneelse.
Sooooo I got caught up in this really big debate about, should I keep my blog or not. And the pros and cons are both too long to list down here, or I'll get into my classic moment of "should I or should I not".

Well well. I like the idea of a blog because it sort of keeps me in touch with friends...(or more likely anonymous people come in and pat gua). But then its not fully utilized, and blogspot's really slow in uploading pictures.

Then I came up with an amazing idea.

Its bye-bye blog for the moment. Then it's hello-new-blog-in-a-better-blogsite. So well, I'm gonna private this blog soon...and when my new blog comes along, I'll doubt many people will know about it.

Sorry dear blog, it has been great to be with you, whining about myself all the way.